It’s the sound…of silence.
For the first time since having children, we have had a stretch of three days alone – in our own home – without children. Barring unforeseen circumstances, we will wind up with five days home solo (count them, F-I-V-E). Yesterday my phone rang with an unknown number and my heart sank: Oh no. Someone is sick and needs to come home. But it wasn’t camp and I’m assuming no news is great news.
I love my kids, but it has been perfectly blissful to have a week off from parenting, recognizing they are also living their very best life. For once I have zero guilt while relaxing and embracing the lack of parental responsibility because they are having more fun than I could ever possibly provide at home.
So, what have we been doing?
Months ago when we realized the stars would align for us to have a week alone we tossed around the idea of doing a quick road trip. Maybe Quebec City or Montreal? But between John’s pneumonia and recognizing that it’s not ideal to be in another province while your kids are at summer camp, we opted to stay put.
We got up early the first morning and enjoyed a lovely walk in the crisp air.
We ran errands. So. many. errands. Dozens…and we’re only on Day 3. There are just so many adult things to do (mail a parcel, buy new sneakers, deposit cash at the bank, grocery store, pharmacy, hardware store, library) that are much more streamlined if kids are not in tow. I didn’t realize how many things I’d been letting accumulate; those could-be-done-at-any-time chores that feel so satisfying to finally complete.
We ate simple, delicious meals whenever we felt like eating. One night we ate sushi at a local view park. The next night we made shrimp and mushroom corn tortillas – with no one to complain about the mushrooms – and served them alongside fresh, local corn. (Mindblowingly good.)
We worked. I have a lot of flexibility with both of my part-time positions, but it means that in the summer I tend to push things off until I have a reasonable stretch of quiet. I plowed through my to-do list. Is it the most exciting use of time when no kids are in the house? Maybe not, but it feels glorious to have that to-do list whittled down to almost nothing and it felt liberating to not have to race out to pick up a child from an activity, or stop to make someone lunch when I’m not hungry.
I went through kids clothing and reorganized my bathroom drawers.
I took a walk with a friend, got coffee with another, popped in to see another on her lunch break. John and I watched a bit of the Olympics (with no sibling fights about what sport we should be live streaming; another hazard of modern technology – when I was a kid, you had one feed for the Olympics and what was playing on prime time was what you got…now it’s like a giant candy store of sports to choose from).
We spent yesterday thrifting and running even more errands (we scored some amazing deals!) and capped off the day with the most delicious anniversary supper that was everything I hoped it would be and more.
And now I’m off for, you guessed it, more errands – but with the ease of no children along for the ride. Tonight will be an at-home date night and I’m thinking a docuseries on Netflix might be calling our name?
Your turn. If you have children, have you ever been alone in your home without them for consecutive days? Errands – do you always hate them, or do you get a bit of a thrill when you successfully cross many items off your list in a day?
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J
I started to say I both hate errands and I enjoy checking them off my list, but realized I was lying. Generally I enjoy running errands. This was not as true when my daughter was little. Especially when she was REALLY little and there was the car seat to deal with, or when she was at the age to ask for candy or toys at EVERY STORE. That was exhausting. I purposefully NEVER bought her anything she asked for, just to try to nip that crap in the bud. It still took awhile.
It’s weird when they’re not there. Nice weird. Like I would walk by my daughter’s room and think, ‘no daughter….’. But liberating, in all of the lovely ways you mention. And so nice to know they are feeling liberated as well, enjoying their freedom.
Elisabeth
Car seats. The bane of my existence. The day my kids got out of a five-point harness and could stark buckling was a happy day indeed!!!
Nice weird captures it exactly. And I love how you frame THEIR liberation. It’s a win, win which is the very best of arrangements <3
Jenny
What a lovely week! And yes, it’s amazing to have a break from your kids, while knowing they’re having a great time.
My house has felt very crowded this summer with everyone home. I don’t think I’ve ever had a stretch of time with neither kid home. I guess because of the age difference- when my son was going to sleep away camp, my daughter was too young. And then when my daughter went to sleep away camp last summer, my son was home. I’ll just have to live vicariously through you- and also, my daughter has three more years of high school and then we’ll have… an empty nest? Noooo! I don’t want to think about it.
Elisabeth
I feel like we have a few years now where this might work? I know eventually A will have a summer job, but next year I suspect she’ll want to do the leadership program and I’m hoping L is enthusiastic after his first stint of overnight camp!
I can’t imagine an empty nest. It feels like forever away, but it’s likely less than a decade! Those years will pass in a flash.
Jan Coates
I remember those camp days fondly. We first delivered them to Y overnight camp at ages 8 and 10. It was in Yarmouth so we’d treat ourselves to a night in Shelburne and dinner at Charlotte Lane. Glad you’re having a great week!
Elisabeth
How exciting! You know exactly how I feel. The week has been wonderful – everything I hoped it would be, but so much more, too!
Lisa's Yarns
This will be us at the end of August when our boys spend the week with my parents AND I AM SO EXCITED. Silence is golden, especially when you are typically surrounded by super loud children (really it’s just a super loud toddler – Paul is generally not loud). I do get some stretches of time alone in the house when Phil takes the boys to his mom’s for the afternoon but besides that, I need to use PTO to get time alone in the house. We also had time away from the kids in Dec 2022 when we went to Mexico but that was different since we were on vacation. Don’t get me wrong, that was wonderful, too, especially since we traded cold, snowy temps for a nice humid tropical environment. But I am really excited to be on our home turf and enjoy a week of normalcy sans kids.
I am fortunate to nearly always run errands without my kids. Phil picks up prescriptions and things like that during his weekend grocery shop and then I try to do everything else when I’m downtown. Occasionally I will take the boys to Target on the weekend as a means to entertain them, especially if it’s raining. Then we stop and get a cake pop at Starbucks which they inhale. It used to be fun to walk the toy aisle with them because they kind of seemed to think Target was a museum or a place we would take pictures of things they wanted. They now realize you can buy anything you see so I don’t know that I’d enjoy a journey down the toy aisle…
Elisabeth
Silence IS golden. And autonomy over time. It’s just so lovely to flow naturally through the day. You are going to LOVE your time home solo. I’m over the moon for you.
It is so different being away. We’ve been so fortunate to do multiple trips without the kids, but it’s SO. MUCH. WORK. Then you travel and come home jet lagged. They are wonderful experiences, but this is special in a different way. I’ve loved living “normal” life, but everything just seems to move more smoothly without sibling fights or bedtime routines!
NGS
We live in a more rural area, so when we do errands, we always do a bunch of them in a row. This is called “trip chaining” and I feel so much pleasure when I can cross off buy groceries, drop parcel off at post office, pick up prescription, buy cat litter and birdseed, and drop the bill off at City Hall all in one trip. I don’t love to leave my neighborhood (lol) and if I’m going to leave, I’m only going to do it once!
Elisabeth
Trip chaining – love it! Isn’t it such a rush???
SHU
WOWWW! I love it. And am mildly jealous 🙂 It’s possible we will have some time like this next year, but we will see!!
Elisabeth
Highly recommend. 10/10!
Michelle G.
I love your purple flowery top! It sounds like you’ve enjoyed your child-free time, which is wonderful. I’m sure they’re enjoying their parents-free time too! ❤️
Elisabeth
Aw, thanks. A recent thrift find (it’s actually a dress!) I’ve been LOVING.
coco
Sounds like a lovely 5 days of relaxation, errands, and enjoying the space. I don’t think we’ve ever had long break from both kids. I’ve had it by myself when the family went back to china last summer before I took vacation. It was lovely but I missed them a lot. I guess having husband with me would have been a different experience.
without kids, or even with just one kid, the house becomes so much quieter. Also time becomes so much longer somehow? that I could have so much done.
I also love the fact to eat without structure time, which is what kids prefer. And mushrooms… yes, not a favorite for the kids.
Elisabeth
It is such a different vibe when only one kid is home (I’ve had L home alone with me twice now, and it’s been the three of us before), but this is the first time in 13 years we’ve been HOME alone. And I’m just loving it!
Coree
Aww, that is lovely! We had it for the first time in February when my dad came and got T and took him to Portugal and he’s booked again for next year. We were working but the evenings felt so long and delightful. We had dinner while watching a show of our choosing, which we never get to do. Cousins are visiting nearby and have offered to take T for a night next week, and I want to take advantage of long Scottish summer nights and go for a long cycle ride. We could be out of the house at 9pm and it will still be light.
Normally T and my husband do an October trip but won’t this year which is a bit of a shame. I normally get so many bits and pieces done.
Elisabeth
I have been amazed with how long the time seems to stretch. I’m so conditioned to constant interruptions and being able to truly set my own pace has been so refreshing and energizing!
Ally Bean
I’m childfree but understand your point. When my husband travelled for work I’d have a few days entirely on my own and LOVED IT. As for errands, I’m enough of a do-bee that I get a thrill when they’re all completed. Definite gold star moments.
Elisabeth
“Thrill” is a perfect representation of how I feel. It’s such a dopamine rush for me. Sometimes errands feel like a slog, but when they go smoothly…what a feeling!
sarah
OH THIS SOUNDS SO GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD. I cannot even imagine! Really, truly. Cannot imagine.
Elisabeth
Well, if you CAN imagine it, imagine that and then add about ten layers of awesome AND THAT HAS BEEN MY WEEK.
Maria
Errands without kids are a true gift. Errands with kids are a chore. Love my kids, strongly dislike doing errands with them. Glad you have been having a lovely week sans kids!
I’m massively behind on commenting – have been reading but for some reason have been struggling to comment. There’s been a lot of social in this introvert’s life lately and when I’m social-ed out in real life I tend to find commenting hard. Anyway, a belated happy annniversaryvand I loved all your lists of happy things last week!
Elisabeth
This is so true. I did a lot of errand running with my kids when they were little because a) I was home with them and b) I NEEDED TO FILL THE TIME. But my goodness it is so much work to schlepp kids around from store to store. Sans kids has been absolutely lovely.
I know exactly what you mean about being socialed out. I get that way whenever we have company and I need downtime with silence to recuperate (which generally means I stay up wayyyy too late at night because I just must have that time alone).
Kate
This entire post was a breath of fresh air. I’m so glad you and John had this time to reconnect and recharge. There is something so innately peaceful about being home alone. Nick and I have had a few nights like this since having kids where the kids were at his parents’ for the weekend (so maybe one or two nights away from home) but not a long stretch and it sounds absolutely glorious! A definite perk to your season of life, and it’s even better that you have the balance of time relaxing plus time to work uninterrupted. Even when you’re doing tasks, if you can do it in a semi-flow state like you describe, it’s so much more satisfying!
Elisabeth
I hadn’t thought about “flow” but that is exactly what this week has been. It feels like five days of constant flow which is such a gift (and one, quite frankly, I haven’t had in over 13 years!)
Rachel
Oh wow this sounds amazing! It’s so lovely to read about you getting some space to breathe and spend time with John. I love being alone in the house, although usually “alone” means napping babies right now. The last time Andy and I had alone time in the house was when I was meant to be induced with the twins but was sent home instead – although I was super pregnant we totally reveled in spending the evening eating pizza and then watching a movie without having to wrangle kids. Parenting is HARD and I am so glad you are getting a break!
Also, I really hope all these errands are alleviating some of your mental load too. I love getting things done and never realize how much little “things” weigh on my mind when they start to build up.
Elisabeth
Parenting is HARD, partially because it’s just so unrelenting. Someone else needs you (or you’re “on call”) all the time. I didn’t realize how fully I could relax when I had a week off from that expectation. It has exceeded all my expectations 🙂
And yes, my mind feels pounds lighter now. I got so. much. stuff. done, and still had time to relax.
Sophie
Umm, Elisabeth, that sounds AMAZING! I think Al and I have had o two nights /two days at home sans kids a few years ago, they stayed with their wonderful aunty and had a ball. I remember we worked late Friday cos we could, did lots of cleaning/chores with no kids under foot, watched adult TV, and enjoyed every minute. But that must have been about 3+ years ago, and I can’t wait to do it again 🙂
Elisabeth
It has been amazing. Can I admit I’m not ready for the week to be over yet and am already scheming to do the EXACT SAME THING NEXT YEAR.
I hope you get some time like that with Al soon. Maybe once your parents move to town?
Gigi
We so rarely had the house to ourselves when mine was younger (he REFUSED to go to sleep away camp, why??!!) – that when he went off to college it was a trip.
But it sounds like you are making the most of your quiet time. Enjoy – you deserve it. And the kids are probably having the time of their lives.
Elisabeth
My parents did “make” me go to sleepaway camp (I told them I didn’t like it, but never asked to NOT go) and I hated it. Loathed everything about the experience. John, on the other hand, adored it and some of his best memories from childhood are from camp.
When we had kids I said I was never going to force them to go to camp because of how much I hated it, but I’m relieved they love camps!!!!
San
Hooray for a stretch of days without parenting duties. I can only imagine how much you’ve got done with no kids in tow! And yes, it would have been nice if you two would have been able to get away, but I am sure you feel also very accomplished by everything you got done!
I don’t dread my chores but I do get a thrill when they’re crossed off the list for sure 🙂
Elisabeth
You know, I’m 1000x relieved we DIDN’T go away. Being home has been so relaxing and yet more productive than I ever could have imagined.
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